Friday, July 22nd, 2005
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12:55 pm
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It is time to have a new journal which i shall write in. This one will still remain here but i just felt like making a new one. (too much time on my hands i guess).
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _milkandapples
add it up if you would so wish, i've added most of you im sure but there appears to be gaps and im sorry if i didnt by mistake.
current music: Jets to brazil
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Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
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5:31 pm - Bored.
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I am leaving this journal soon, i shall add most on the new one soon indeedy-ho!
My first entries from years ago make me embarrassed. No...dont go and read them for a chuckle. ;)
current mood:  bored
current music: Television
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Sunday, June 5th, 2005
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8:49 pm
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Whos going to underoath on Wednesday?
current music: The coral
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Thursday, May 12th, 2005
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11:50 am - Abuse this boy.
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www.myspace.com/stuffed
Thats the fucker.
He messaged telling me he needed to grow up. Too fucking right.
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Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
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9:27 pm - Tuesday....
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Thursday, May 27th, 2004
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7:11 am - Letters.In.Bold.Type.
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1. Ugh. Got an exam today. Not a really difficult one though. The whole revision thing is just dull and i guess i'm not doing enough of it. I always tell myself that i have plenty of time and will do it next week. When i won't. I have 20 hours at clintons this weekend, i am not looking forward to that. But..obviously work=money.
2. Going to Bris today...perhaps the last time i see her before she goes away for half term *sniffsniff* Oh. and all of us college people went out on Tuesday...even Sooz came..it was amazing...and i didnt insult her to the point that she walked off in a strop, which, i think, it even more amazing.
3. I saw him last night and the night before and i am seeing him tonight. A man stopped us in the street last night when he was walking me home and told us that we should always stick together...because we looked so...'right there'. This amused me. Would have burst his bubble a little to find out we had only known one another for a week...and in five weeks time hes going back home. :( Yeah...he doesnt live anywhere near me. But at the moment its pretty cool, its strange, we finish each others sentences.
4. Mother is actually driving me insane. What with all this 'looking round the house' shit. Because of estate agents...everything in the house has to be perfect or she rants. And she doesnt stop ranting until its perfect again. Father is alright, but he protests when i say 'Yo Biatch' to him when i step into the car.
5. Got paid yesterday quite a bit. i was very excited about this..and i must pay Martin for he has got me an Alexisonfire ticket. (thank you!!!!)
So thats me atm, not written such a boring long entry in a while. i am betting about 2 people read this and give a shit. lol.
current music: Faithless- Insomnia
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Friday, March 26th, 2004
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4:09 pm
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current mood:  nervous
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Sunday, March 21st, 2004
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9:46 pm
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Ok. as my friend Fi always says "It will be Ok"
And you know what? it always is.
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Thursday, March 18th, 2004
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9:57 pm
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Today was ok. i went shopping.
Skits just posted up a picture of Holly with a moustache on holly's melodramatic journal, but she put it as friends only so holly cant see her own entry...but everyone else can. (Bri, you have to go and see it)
I fell asleep in my psychology lesson today, how unattractive.
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Monday, March 15th, 2004
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7:22 pm
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I saw that 'cheaper by the dozen' film today. I like stupid films like that, they make me want to not be an only child.
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Sunday, March 7th, 2004
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5:39 pm - New Obsession
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I am IN LOVE with malt loaf.
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Sunday, February 29th, 2004
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7:25 pm - ...Last Night
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The events are blurred..infact, there are about two hours that i dont remember a thing about. This scares me.
I got in a box yesterday in other news.
( In association with Bacardi )
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8:50 am - shes drunk again....
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yeh...i was. i update later, with largely bad photos of me looking like a dog and my friends looking nice. lol.
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Saturday, February 28th, 2004
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2:39 pm
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I got into a box today.
some more of my hair has come off.
Last night i saw Bri.
I have been doing college work today.
I think i am going to fail Music this year.
I have not washed my hair in more than 4 days.
Potato for dinner.
We have a new television.
Tonight is Fi, Sooz and Jess's party.
Tomorrow is leap year day...which means a girl can propose to a guy and it doesnt look bad....
someone told me that yesterday.
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Thursday, February 26th, 2004
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9:04 pm - Hope will fall tonight.....
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Its so weird how quickly my moods change. I dont know what i feel pretty much all the time. Maybe i say things i dont mean for the wrong reasons sometimes.
Self doubt is the worst kind of doubt i think.
Sometimes its like they are trying to make me feel worse about myself than i already do. Perhaps its their way of feeling better about themselves. i dont even know.
Maybe i care and think too much. I wish i didnt. Stuff would be easier if no one meant anything to me.
Ugh, i feel lonely right now. someone say something nice.
The End.
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Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
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4:49 pm - What people are really thinking.
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When he thinks i'm ignoring him, i'm actually staring at his shadow against my wall.
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4:11 pm
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its fooking raining. I am well tired and things. Its not nice when there are things you want to say....but you cannot.
Today at college was well nice, everyone got on well, that was nice.
I use the word nice too much, people say its bland. but i like it. that says a lot about me.
ugh.
enough of me writing bullshit....
xx
current mood:  tired
current music: Jamelia- superstar
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Friday, February 20th, 2004
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5:28 pm - Its getting rather cold.
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Mother said that the heating was at an unhealthy level today. i watched the pirate movie again today, that was nice. i am addicted to Johnny Depps face.
I also made a cake...badly...mother was not impressed.
In like 16 hours...he will be in england...this is rather good news. Infact i have butterflies and am making random high pitched noises from time to time. I cannot wait....oh...i dont know if i shall sleep tonight....i may have to stay up watching movies....oh..i feel like i used to on christmas eve...except robbie is not santa...
The End.
current mood:  excited
current music: Her words kill
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Thursday, February 19th, 2004
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5:14 pm
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Today i look slightly like the lady from fight club who gets fucked a lot.
Someone said that i reminded them of her....especially the weird singing in the dirty bridesmaids dress....gr8!!
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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6:39 pm - *sighs*
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Day 2: Ugh....
But in other news : Jimmy is coming round for mingefest tomorrow and is aparantly going to urinate through my letterbox. No doubt my mother will enjoy that.
current mood:  melancholy
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